again ......

never thought that she will be back ...
this soon at least ....
how scary ...
i can't let myself to be weak anymore. everytime i'm starting to get weak, she's trying to get out and controlled me.
this time, i'm almost get into her trick. i'm almost did , replaying what happened in the past .
this is bad.
i'm scared.
so scared.
she's the dark side of me.
she's me.
but she has more power and control than i do.
i'm weak, and she's strong.
i'm good, and she's bad.
what should i do?
i can't let myself to get controlled by her. i can't let it happened. again...
i don't want to ... come back to that dark past .
too scary to look back .