me !! with my friend and sis !!

tired ~ !!

ugh ...
sooo tired !!
maybe i really shouldn't go to the bazaar after all !! ><
but, i want to come !!
so...
well,, at least i can met my dear friends again !! that's make me soo happy !! ^o^

haha ..

LIFE is SUCK ,,
FUCK with LOVE ,,
SADNESS is only a BULLSHIT ,,
but i can't hold my SHIT loneliness .
now ,, i lived in this DAMNED BOREDOM ...

boredom

huh .
so bored. everyday is the same. nothin change.
so boring ....
when this boredom gonna over ???
but... i don't want it to be over so soon, though.
haha, i'm really selfish, huh?
fake smiles, fake words, everything of mine is just fake. but, why people still want to be with me??? even though they already know the truth ??????

sweet friendship

friendship is everything ...

my friend is IN LOVE

love ...
again. another topics from ME about LOVE .
but this time, it's not about me.
my dear best friend has fallen in love with a guy in our school.
she's totally in love with him. so, me and the rest of the gank can't do anything.
she wanted me to help her with her romance (?). but...what can i do??? i even don't know the guy !!
ugh ~
why love is soo complicated ???
not just for me, huh?
HUUUFFFTT .

O.M.G !!!!

huweeeee !!!
what's with junior high life ?!
there's soooo many homeworks that i even can't understand !!!!!
i'm soooo tired !!
hix hix hix ...

two sides of princess

add me !!!!

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love ?

looks like i'm in love now. haha. but i'm not too sure yet. coz i don't really feel that way to him.
ugh ... i don't know.
do i like him? or don't i??
when i looked at him, my face is blushing. and my heart is beating faster. but... i don't know !!!
right now, i'm still feel very very very scared of "love".
i still afraid to trust mens..
maybe ...
my time for love not yet arrived.
just maybe !!!

You are the only one I desire

what the ... ?!

ukh ...
those lies of mine just revealed. so sad. my friends mad at me. no wonder.
well, it IS my own fault. so... i guess it's ok.
huh .
why am i so dum ?!
trying to live, but not for love.
hate love, but wanted to beloved.
am i stupid or what ?!?
and also ...
i think i becoming more 'rough' these days. saying those things like F**K or S**T. now, those words is like an ordinary words for me.
aaahhh !!!
dunno. i'm too tired, too take care soo many thing by myself . in the short time too.
i just wanna freedom !!! i just wanna live for myself !! not for others !!!!!!
but ... isn't that to selfish ????
and i'm ended up need other people too ......

kobato hanato by clamp

exhausted ... !!!

i'm feelin not very well this lately . but somehow, i'm in a really good mood.
but i feel sad too. since my mom going out for works in her birthday. my poor mom ... ;(

anyway ,, how's everyone ???? ^^
hope u all fine .

i know my blog is not interesting at all. =.= so sad huh?
but i've got more stressed when i saw new chapters from two manga online i used to read is all blurry !! so disappoint and sad !!! ><

hmm...
i've created new account (for myself) in friendster. so i have 3 acc now! haha.
facebook? uhm ,, i do have one, but i still don't know how to use it!!
hyaa ~ !!
so embarassing !! X(

btw ,, i was thinking for using indonesian language for my blog. since i'm an indonesian. hehe. well, english is fine by me. and it help me learn more about it when i used it. but i still feel a lot more comfort using indonesian language. hoho.

well then ,, see u next time !! prepare for my indonesian language ! hehehe.

where is my true love??

hi there,
today just a normal day ,,
i came to my friend's house to do our homework together. nothing special about it.

right now, i'm thinking about a destined couple. you know, like a true love.
i was wondering, where is my true love??
i think, if there's two of us, then the suffer is going to split in two too. though i know, the trouble will be double as well...

hope that is true . . .

only the two of us

cute devil

if we're together, then everything is okay...

dark forest girls

the question of lifes

facing the truth, my trust was gone..
with those tears, i lost myself in the dark...

past cannot be changed, but the future can. my past is something that i never wanted.
but, right now i'm still living in this small world. say good bye to the past, and step forward to the future..
will i able to do so?

we're all born to live, but what exactly the reason for living??

nice to meet you all

hello there, welcome to my blog. my name is dhara. shera is my sisters' name. shena, dhara and kheshia.
i'm just an ordinary girl, who loves anime-manga but bored to live. many things happens to me, even though i'm still very young ^^. because of those "things", i closed my heart. that's why i chose "heartless" for this blog's title.
but no worries, maybe i'm heartless, but that doesn't mean i'm a loveless. i still loves my family and friends.

LOVE me, then your very welcome here!
HATE me, go away and never come back!!

I am who I am. maybe you think I'm abnormal. but this is ME. your oppinion doesn't NEEDED..