too fast, yet too slow...

tgl 28 feb, gw lomba di baitul maal. jd wakil sklh, utk speech contest.
detik demi detik, menit demi menit...
hari-hari terasa begitu cepat bwt gw...

tp di sisi lain, ad hal lain yg trz mengganggu pkrn gw .

menungguny, trasa spt 100 th...

tp mlwati hari-hari pnuh pnderitaan dlm konflik persahabatan dan keluarga... trasa bgtu cepat .

never ending...

niat gw kluar dri deadhyuenith msi blm hlg...
smkn srg gw brng" mrka, smkn gw mrasa jauh dr mreka..

it's better for me to quit now, before it's too late.
but, why are they selfishly didn't allow me to quit??

pas msi trmasuk, gga dipeduliin. pas mau kluar, bru ditahan".

ap genk itu yg menjadikan kita sahabat?
bknny shabat yg mmbuat genk itu????????????????

tiap manusia itu egois, trmasuk gw sndiri...
tp keegoisan itu shruzny jga pnya bts...

Are You My True Friend ??

Create your own Friend Test here

horeeeeeeee !!

misunderstanding is over !!
zenith dh gga mrh lg sma mama dhara !
snangnyaaa ~
td jga ktm ma kaka hany n kaka" jowp !
tp niat dhara kluar dari deadhyuenith msi blm surut !
kaka" jowp mlh ngancem, klo dhara kluar nti pada mrh ma dhara !
gmn dunkk ... ?? T__T
btw, kaya'y bner dhe c AYA ska ma sohib dhara. tp trnyata bkn kiki, mlh dyah?
mungkin c !
h o h o h o .

too tired ....

udh gga tahan lg.
akhirnya, gue mutusin untuk kluar dari deadhyuenith .
gue cape. maaf ya...
gue keluar bkn karna gue benci ma deadhyuenith kok . tp krna gue sayang ma deadhyuenith ...

n buat satu masalah lg ,,
mutia saputri ,,
please deh ...
emangnya gue salah apa sih ma lo?? knp sih lo dendam bgt ma gue??
gue udh brusaha menjauh dari kehidupan lo n dia. karena gue sndiri udh jijik bgt sama kalian!!!
tp knp lo mlh brusaha narik gue lg?!
please, gue udh cape...
jangan ganggu gue lagi .
apa yg lo lakuin dlu, udh ckp bkn kacau hidup gue.
gue gga mau digituin lagi ma lo !!!!!!!!!
so please, stay away from me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

labyrinth

lagi-lagi...
udah gga tahan deh ..
knp sih pas gue baru mulai sneng, smuanya lgsg ancur berantakan??
apa gue emank gga blh nerima kebahagiaan??
gue cape .
cape .
cape .
hari-hari yang sama .
perasaan cemas dan kesepian...
merasa gga pantes hidup.
gue cape, hidup kayak gini terus. tp gue gga blh nyerah.
gue masih harus terus hidup .............. !!
gue harus bertahan, untuk hidup di dunia fana ini ........
tp, sampe kapan ???
sampe kpn gue bisa bertahan ????????
cape .
hidup gue terasa nemuin labirin, yg kemana pun arahnya selalu keliatan sama ... !!

just for you ,, ASSHOLE !!!!

this is for that BITCH !!!!

AARRGGHHH !!!!!!!

GILA !!!!
ANJROTT BGDD THU CEWE !!!!!!!
BERANI"NYA PAKE NAMA SAHABAT GUE N KAKANYA BUAT NYEBUTIN PEKERJAANNYA !!!!!!!
NGACA SANA !!!!!
YOU ARE THE BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUKA KEA TAE KUCING GT JJA BANGGA !! COWO MUKA EMBER DISAYANG !!?? SAMA" GGA LAKU DI PASARAN, MBA !!?????
SHIT ,,
FUCK OFF !!!
MAJOR BITCH !!!!!!!
THE QUEEN OF BITCH COMMUNITY !!!!!!!!!!!

so happy ~ !!!! XD

hr ne kaya' hr trbaik gue, stlh brminggu-minggu mengalami kesialan !! hehehe .
senangnyaaaaa ~
hari ini, gue dapet kaka angkat, ka hani, anggota jowpaz jgaaa !!
dah gtu, gue dpt info ttg PUTRI lbh byk lg dr Vioni yg blg dh knal ma dy ???
and ...
gue bakal ngedate ma DIA !!!??
DIA !!!
DIA !!!
DIA !!!
DIA MAU NGEDATE MA GUE !!!!
tp yg bkn sedih, gue gga yakin dia beneran pengen jalan ma gue ... !!! T__T
lgian, gue cuma pengen double date buat ngadepin Ezar-Putri kok !!!

hahahaha ..

ohohohoho ..

gyahahahahaha ...

mwahahahahahaha ...

STREZ !!!!!!

GILA tw gga !?
gga heran lama-lama gue jadi STREZ !!!
knp gue truz yg hrus ngehadepin ni semua !?!
CAPE . CAPE . CAPE .
knp gue truz yg jadi sasaran ?!!?
hih ... !!
JUST A COMPLETE BULLSHIT .
tapi, demi nyokap gue, sekarang gue berusaha jadi "anak baik-baik" yang selalu nurut !!!
meski kebebasan dan kebahagian gue kerebut ???
meski pikiran gue jadi terbebani ???
meski hati gue jadi tambah sakit ???
IYA .
pengen rasanya kabur dari rumah !!!
tapi sayangnya ... gue BOKE' .
hih...!!
gue iri banged deh ma kaka gue yang ngekos dkt kampusnya !!!!!
SIS, TAKE ME WITH YOU !!!!

sudden marriage !?

gilaaaaa !!
hari ne jelas-jelas gokiiiill abeeezzz !!!!
yg bner jja deh !? masa gue di "kawinin" ma dia?!
ditengah-tengah pelajaran PKn lge !!
yg jdi penghulunya....PM (Pak Makmur) !?
gyaaaaaaaaaaa !!!
tp yg bikin gue sedih...ternyata dia dah suka ma cewe lain!! yaitu sohib gue sendiri !!!
sediiihhh ~ !!!!!
ya gak pa-pa lahhh....
gue kan bisa cari cowo laen !!
ya gak ??????????????

JERKS and BITCH

suka ?
suka ??
suka ???
suka ????
emnk'y kliatan jlz iaph klo w suka ma dy ???
masa c ?????
w jja gk yakin klo w emnk ska ma dy ??
ih waw, ko w bisa ska lg c ma cowo !?
AHHH ... BULLSHIT .
w kn dah bertekad spaya gk jatuh cinta lge !!
hmph ...
COZ ALL BOYZ ARE JERKS !!!!
tp ... w tw, gk cm cowo yg kaya SHIT. cewe" kea MUTIA SAPUTRI juga BITCHY bgd khn? kea SHIT jga kn ???
wkekekekekekekeke ....
gileeee !!
w ngomong'y parah bgd pa ia? hehehe.

ugh .... !!

BETE .
di rumah kerjaan'y diomeliiiin truz !!
di sekolah kerjaan'y ditambah"in bebaaan truz !!
gmn gk strez !?

rain...rain...rain !!!

ok, kali ini, ak pke b.indo ajj ia...
musim ujaaaaaan !!!
NO ~ !!
sengsara bgd deh !!
mana ujhan, bechek, gk ad ojhek !!
hueeeeee ~ ><

typing, editing and uploading !!

uwaaahhh ~
typing, editing, after that...uploading...!!
but most of all, what i hate most it...EDITING !!!
hueeee !!
i'm tired...
but i can't just stopped.
i must continue !!!
i think .. ?
hehehe.

february means valentine !!

oups !!
almost forgot !!
today is a new month isn't it??
february !!
that means...
VALENTINE DAY !!!
hoeeee ~
i wonder...will i give someone choco? hehehe.
or maybe...i'll get one?? haha.

first fanfic!!

YAAAYY ~
YAAAYY ~
i'm writing a fanfic (anime fic) in FanFiction.net.
even though i just wrote it, there's already 3 reviews!
so happy ~ ^o^
but still, i'll have to work harder. coz my grammar and tense are totally MESS UP .
(and i know, ALL OF YOU who seen my blog realize THAT)
yosh ,, ganbaro !!