hope you will get well soon...

hari ini gga masuk krna darah rendah ..
tp pas bngun tdur, dpt kjutan tk menyenangkan !!!!
DEV-nii-chan sms w lg. sneng sih. mski dy ngucapin happy bday'y tlat, ttp jja sneng. w kira dy dh lpa ma w.. tp trnyta, dy jga bw brta buruk..

VI-chan di opname d rs. krna dbd n tyfus.. ktany sking khawatirny, DEV lgsg balik k indo, n skrg msi d indo. VI di opname d rs pondok indah. pngen jenguk, tp ktany bsk VI dh blh plng..
w ngsih tau k tmend-tmend trdekat w n VI d fs. mrka kaget banget. n super khawatir.
w jga khawatir sih.. gara-gara dnger berita tu, kpala w lgsg skiid gtu.. mgkn krna shock.

Vi-chan,, we all miss u..
hope you will get better soon...

bencana SITU GINTUNG ...

Turut berduka cita atas tragedi "Situ Gintung" yg menewaskan banyak orang. kita hanya bisa berdoa agar orang-orang yg ditinggalkan slalu tabah dan sabar...

poin-poin kbaikan d hari sial...

poin-poin yg akhirny bs bkn w relaks :
1. kepsek pas amanat upacara, ngomong'y kocak.. sneng w.. ^^

2. qta ngerencanain baksos sndirian wat bncana situ gintung. deadhyuenith dbntuin VNI . (tp kea'y dy cm ngincer tenar'y). satu orng 10rb. w sneng d'nith pnya rncana baik gtu.. ^^

3. pas d jln k hoz KI, YUE ngomong'y lucu mulu. YUE, KI ma ZEN ttp bcanda, mski w diem jja (alias cemberut), n gga da DY, EA, n NID. d'nith emng slalu rame mski anggotany krng lengkap!! ^^

4. d hoz KI, bknny bntuin bkn kue wat baksos, w mlh santai baca komik'y KI. fufufufufufufu ..

5. tiduuurrr nyenyak abiisss plng dr hoz KI .. ^^

6. bka internet, chatting sm ANGE-chan n KAY. duuhh, kangeeeenn bgdd ma ANGE-chan. KAY jga dngerin curhat w dgn sabar. makasih ia tmend-tmendku trcynk .. ^^

7. baca Vampire Knight side story!! Haruka x Juri, lhoooo ~ !! ^^

8. gga tw lagi ah.. hehehehehehe ..

hari paliiiiiiinggg ngebeteeiiiiinnn !!!!!!!!!!!

hari niiii, w beteeeeeeeeeeeeeee bangeeeeeeetttttttttt !!!!! ><
poin-poin kebetean :
1. jadi dirijen tnpa tw apa-apa. akhirny tmpil malu-maluin !!!

2. ZEN nyinggung-nyinggung w terus.. mski niat'y bcanda, mank w gga skiid hti, pa !?

3. pas biologi, hmpir tidur btulan, pas ips, ktinggalan ngeringkas skitar 10-20 halaman, pas tik...

4. pas tik, bljar d perpus, gara-gara AYA dtng telat, dy jd duduk d blkg w. "MAKASIH" wat
d'nith yg dorong-dorong w, akhirny dy jd kesel.

5. tmen : "dhar, lo ska kn ma AYA?"
gue : "iya..."
*sikap 'ogah dikatain muna'*
satu kelas : "CIIIIIEEEEEEEE ~"
AYA : "....huh..."
gue : "~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"

6. msti k hoz KI dlu. bkn kue wat baksos kjadian situ gintung... mulai relaks dsna...

7. plng BARENG VNI ... !!! najoooong, thu ank boong mulu. jijik w... pke sok-sok caper gtu ma bkp w!! "gpp om, turun sini ajj. soalny mau beli bahan-bahan wat bkn gelang lg..." apa seeeehhh ~ !!??

8. iikkhh... gara-gara kcapean, lgsg tdur. pas bngun, kponakan w ribut mnta main game d laptop!!!!! w mo bka fb bntaran, lgsg ngambek, mau ngadu k bkp !!! bete gga !!???

9. peer mtk w lum slesai ... !!!!!!! pdhal bsk dkumpulin .. ah, bodo. nyontek bae dah ... =.=

10. w yakin hari sial w msi truz brlanjut ... *sigh*

gyaaaaaaaahhhhh !!!!!!!!!

knp?! knp?! knpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!???
fanfic w gga diterima !!!
diancem bkal dilaporin sbg penyalahgunaan !!!!
jd spam !!!!!
kurang ajjaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrr !!!!!!!!
cma gara2 bntuk fanfic w tu dialog !!!!!!! hiks...hiks...

skrg ,,
w gga bs buka fb !!!!!!!!!! bk ia bka, tp gga bs diapa2in sma skali !!!!!!!!! ><
hueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenggggggggggggg !!!!!!!!!!! TT__TT

ah ,, pokok'e ra uda mulai bete ma dunia net. mana tmend2 w pda cuek bebek pas ultah w kmren (tmend2 net) ... TT__TT
huh! skrg ra mau'y baca kmk online ma ngisi blog jja deh! bodo ma facebook, friendster, fanfic !!!!!!!!!!! XP

my birthday !!

hari niii, dhara ulang tahuunn ..
dgn hr nie, dhara "resmi" jd cewe 13 thn ! hohohohoho (hoe?) ..
td pagiii, smua nyuekin w! gga da yg ngucapin selamat ultah (deadhyuenith mksudny)..!
tp truz, abz olah raga, SATU KELAS tw" nyanyiin lagu "happy birthday" wat w!
duuuhhh, terharuuu bgdd ! >u<

dpt kalung lucuuu dr mama! snangnyaaaa ~ ^^
truz, truz ...
si AYA ngucapin slmt ultah jga wat w! tp lwt sms sih.. soalny dy blng malu klo langsung ngomong. duhhh... jgn ngsi w harapan kea gtuuu dunkk !! >//////<

yah...
bgtulah hr nie ..
td jga ttp lthn tari saman. gilaaaaa, kaki w merah bgdd !!
huhuhuhuhu ~
tp hr nie ttp nyenengin! hehehehehe..

tp...
yg bkn sedih...
KNP ULTAH W MESTI BARENGAN SM COWO BRENGSEK TU ???

EZAR GIOVANY ADHILA ????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my love !!!! XD

MY ONLY LOVE ...
THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART ...
... IS ...
KANAME-SAMAAA !!!!!!!!! XD






ahh...
the most dark, mysterious, gorgeous, beautiful, yet sinful man...
i love you, kaname-samaaaa !!!!! XD
i'm soooo jealous of you, yuki-saann !! TT__TT

my onii-chan...

dev-nii-chan sms ra..
ra sneeeeeng bgddddd !! XD
tapiii ... trnyata nii-chan jga sms YUE.
hmm ...
agk sedih sih... ok, mungkin gue EMANG sedih ...
tp gpp dhe!
abisss, dev-nii-chan yg sms YUE duluan ! ><
nii-chan, imouto mu kangeenn !! sms lgii dunkk !!
cpet plng dr jerman yaaaa ~
ditunggu suvenirnyaa !! hehehehehehe..

met ultah utk sis hunny-ku yg trsyng ... :)

happy bday ia, ka hanie ...
wish u all d'best sis ... :)
kaka mau kado ap dr ade?
mav td gga bawa kado. ntar nyusul (n patungan! hhe) iiaaa ~ ^^

eh? eh? eehhhh ????

btw ,,
dhara nemu blog (kayany sih blog?) fans Yuki Kajiura lhoooo ~
snangnyaaaaa !! ^o^
uda download "Sacrifice" jgaa ~
tp msi hunting "Hear Our Prayer" n lagu" laennya ...
gpp lhaaa ~
nti jga ktmuu ... !!

oia ,,
akhir" ni mood dhara aneh bgdd dhe . . .
satu dtik sneng bgdd, satu dtik kmudian lgsg marah".. ??
duh, knapaa iiaa??
what happened to me ???????
hmm ~

worried ,,, !!

bru bangun...
tp uda ngrasa gga enk..
YUE mnta fsny vi-chan .
kmrn jga CHA n DY mnta numny vi-chan ...
duh !!
pa hruzny w diem" jja ia ??
w gga rela bgdd !!!!
tba" dunia net sm dunia nyata kecampur khan gga enk bgdd !!!!
please, somebody !!
help meeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my beloved...

akhirnyaaaa ... !!
stlh lamaaaaa gga kontak , ak d sms vi-chan !!!!
snangnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~
tp .... da 1 hal yg bkn dhara agk down ..
YUE kayany sneng bgdd abz knal ma vi-chan. dy bhkan "mendaftarkan diri" jd shbtny vi-chan??
ap ini yg namany cmburu ?????
mgkn mank bner ,, w ngidap 'sister-complex'... T__T
wktu kaka nikah jga rasany kaya gini. rasany sesak..!!
gga rela !
gga rela !!
gga rela !!!!
rasany gga rela klo vi-chan diambil !!!
dhara kn gga cma ngidap 'sister-complex',, tp jga phobia 'ditinggalkan'...!!
klo da orng yg dhara sayaaaangg bgdd diambil/prgi ninggalin dhara, pzt dhara lgsng drop. tiba-tiba sesak napas, dadany trasa skiid, pusing", pokony menderita deh !!
tapi . . .

yaayyy !!

shakespeare is the best !!
h e h e h e
romeo and juliet is a genius !!!
but...
his other works amazing too !!
h o h o h o .
call me nerd, but this is me !!
and i'm proud becoming his fan !! hehehehe..

if you weren't there for me....

"someone just for me"

will I find it?
"someone just for me" ...
who will love me as me...
and him as himself...
who'll accept me, from the way I am. accept me because I am myself...
will I find, the person who worth to loved?
I hate being waiting...
but I even hater to suffer because of this...
I'm here... don't you notice me? even once?
I don't know, do I love you, or not...
if we like someone, doesn't mean we must always stayed by them side...
if we love them, we must do anything to make them happy. and if it means to let them go, do it...
though little by litte, I'd understand the meaning of "LOVE", someone like "ME", can't get LOVE...
but I'll waiting...
for "someone just for me"..
who will warm my heart...
for now, and forever ....

me

I am me, and I enjoyed it ...
You don't have any rights to judge me .
Your opinion doesn't needed .
Whatever you say about me, it's not me .
Because the only one who understand me is me ...

fufufufufufu..

deadhyuenith mkin hri mkin gawat..
hmpir tiap hri slalu ad yg brntem.
knp msi ngotot brtahan c klo dh gga thn ??
aneh bgdd ???????
tp emng syngg ia, klo tba" smuany berakhir ...





btw, w bru tw klo w trkenal bgdd d skula" lain. fufu ...
tp dlm arti negatif !!!

w dknal sbg :
1. jablay
2. cewe murahan
3. tukang rusak hubungan orang
4. cewe yg trlalu brharap ma mantanny
5. dll.

ahhh, bullshit ~
emng mreka tw w kaya gmn ???
tp bisa"y mrka ngeadd w d friendster cma bwt nitip comment sampah ... !!!
whatever ...
jngn remehin w deh !!
nantang w, lo mati !!!!!!

FUCK OFF, BASTARDS !!!!!

_for BITCH QUEEN from 48 JHS_

hmmmmmmmmmm .................................

best composer ever !!!!!!!!
YUKI KAJIURA !!!!!!
sumpah, lagu-lagunya keren-keren smua!! bagusssshh dheeeee !!
h e h e h e .
eh, bkan brarti w gga setia lho ma Olivia! cma lg ska jja dngerin lagu-lagunya Yuki Kajiura. palagi bahasanya tu (=kajiuran), yg dpke dlm lagu-laguny, unik-unik bgtt !!
h o h o h o .

btw, kmbali k dunia nyata (hha) ..
kayany w djadiin barang truhan nie !!
tp untungny tu cowo w tolak. hohohoho..
mski cma suka, dhara gga akn ninggalin cowo yg disukain cuma gara-gara dtmbak ma cowo lain!!
emng sih, klo nunggui dia bkal lamaaaaaaaaa, tp dhara gga mau nyerah gtu jja.
mski da gosip gga enak klo dia pnya cewe (klz 9 pula!) ... T__T
gpp lhaaaaaaaaa ~
semangattt !!

p.s.
nilai ulangan mtk : 42 !!!!!!!!
hiks...
nilai ulangan pkn : 90 !!!!!!!!
YAY !!!! XD

deadly in love with OLIVIA LUFKIN !!!

she's beautiful like a doll, she have such a beautiful voice too !!
oohh, i love her !! and her songs is very nice !!!
especially A LITTLE PAIN and WINTER SLEEP !!
OLIVIA LUFKIN, I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

ubhuuuuuuuuuu ~ =.=

KALAH !!
snevar 2 klh di baitul maal!
tp d yuppentek, brhsil jd juara dance !!!
jd bingung, msti sneng pa sdih?
sneng jja deh! kalah kn bkn brarti dunia kiamat?
h o h o h o .

dhara akhir" ni sibuuukk ngurusin friendster !!
bingung! friendster kbnyakan !! slh w sndiri ia? hehehe.

btw, dnger" c TEU nak klz 8 ska ma w? tp w dh trlnjur ska ma AYA...
tp klo mo nungguin AYA, bkal btuh wktu brtaon" !!!
iikh, jd binguuung ~
kta tmend" c ma TEU jja !!
tpiiiii ~ ????????????????????????????????????